Author: 
Gal
ID: 
003a
Type of Post: 
comment
Keywords: 
Jewish, God
Religious Affiliation: 
Jewish
Type of Loss: 
neonatal death at 2 months due to anomalies
Codes (Bakker): 
Age at time of post: 
unknown
Living children at time of post?: 
yes
Time Since Loss: 
2.5 months (Aug 2008)
Months since loss (at time of post): 
2.5
Gender: 
F
Images in Post: 
NA
Date of Post: 
10/27/2008
Date of Access: 
6/12/2012
Number of Comments: 
NA
URL of post: 
http://www.glowinthewoods.com/home/2008/10/27/strength-in-the-ashes.html#comments
Author blog title: 
"Growing Inside"
Author blog URL: 
http://growinginside.blogspot.com/

I am Jewish, but I don't believe our "God" is different. We are all so interconnected, all of us. Our Tikva spoke to us when she was in my belly and asked that we allow her story to unfold. When people asked why I didn't just terminate the pregnancy, I told them that it was not up to me - but rather up to Tikva and God. We were all right - Tikva's short life was a miracle. I wish more than anything that she could have made it, that she could have stayed so much longer. But just the simple fact of her being was the miracle of her life. Sometimes it makes no sense to me, but I trust that Tikva now exists as pure energy, nestled within God, deeply a part of all that is - as we all are, really. If we can only remember that...

Codes (Paris): 
Comments (Bakker): 

author finds her baby's existence in itself miraculous and meaningful

Comments (Paris): 

baby now exists as pure energy simple fact of existence is meaning