tough as nails (comment)

Oh, my, goodness. I suffer from constant anxiety. I am currently on vacation, freaking out about every man who comments how cute my girls are. My therapist diagnosed me with catrostrophic thinking as part -- a major part -- of my Generalized Anxiety Disorder.

DearDR, my husband, said he had never seen me more at peace than with my pregnancy with Gabriel. And happy -- so happy. Not that I am not happy now, but it is tempered with anxiety. It's terrible.

The only things that allowed us to move forward were our desire to be a mommy and a daddy, and our faith in God. That's it. Without one of those, we would have never had moved on. Well, therapy helped. a lot.