I get it, I do. I feel the same way. I happy for the people who find comfort in God but I am not one of them . I feel like there is no way that God can be loving and then take our babies from us. Babies we loved, babies we wanted and then he lets other babies suffer living with people who don't love them, who don;t want them. What is the "purpose" of that. I am not afraid to say that if there is a God I am angry with him, that I can never forgive him for what he has done to me, to my husband, to my family. How can you take my sweet boy away. Don't tell me there was some greater purpose for my son. My son should be here with me, being loved and adored and your son should be there with you.
I know that there are others out there who still have their faith or whose faith has been strengthen through this trauma but I am not one of them. I respect those that remain strong in their faith but I also really understand those that have lost their faith. I really relate to your post. Thanks for saying the things I have been thinking.
ID:
073
Type of Post:
dicussion (2 posts)
Keywords:
God, faith
Religious Affiliation:
Christian background
Type of Loss:
stillbirth
Codes (Bakker):
Age at time of post:
unknown
Living children at time of post?:
no
Time Since Loss:
3 months (Dec. 2011)
Months since loss (at time of post):
3
Gender:
F
Images in Post:
NA
Date of Post:
3/17/2010
Date of Access:
6/21/2012
Number of Comments:
NA
URL of post:
http://www.glowinthewoods.com/discussion/post/1760921
Codes (Paris):