ID:
074
Type of Post:
discussion
Keywords:
God, faith, heaven
Religious Affiliation:
Christian
Type of Loss:
neonatal death at 3 weeks due to infection
Age at time of post:
unknown
Living children at time of post?:
no
Time Since Loss:
4 years, 10 months (July 2007)
Months since loss (at time of post):
58
Gender:
F
Images in Post:
NA
Date of Post:
3/19/2012
Date of Access:
6/21/2012
Number of Comments:
NA
URL of post:
http://www.glowinthewoods.com/discussion/post/1760921
I don't think you need to ask God's forgiveness for grief. That's silly. After I lost Calypso my faith was stronger.
The day before Calypso died I sat at her bedside and cried tears and prayed. I told God that if she was hurting he needed to take her home. Because I didn't want her to hurt anymore. 24 hours later she was gone and I was crushed but at the same time I KNEW we'd be together someday.
Almost 5 years later and now I have doubts. I'm terrified of dying and there being no God and Heaven. I'm terrified of not seeing my daughter again :(
It's scary and sad