Tue, 07/17/2012 - 03:54 by root

Author: 
Merry
ID: 
108
Type of Post: 
discussion
Keywords: 
God, angels
Religious Affiliation: 
non-religious
Type of Loss: 
neonatal death at 11 days
Codes (Bakker): 
3
Age at time of post: 
unknown
Living children at time of post?: 
yes
Time Since Loss: 
3 months (April 2010)
Months since loss (at time of post): 
3
Gender: 
F
Images in Post: 
NA
Date of Post: 
7/3/2010
Date of Access: 
6/28/2012
Number of Comments: 
NA
URL of post: 
http://www.glowinthewoods.com/discussion/post/1159905#post1160656

 

I really do find the angel stuff fairly unbearable, though rainbows, in moderation, have quite a resonance with me. I just don't think I could read anything with endless angels. When I used the PASS site, that was angelly and it seemed somehow okay there, though not for me, but Freddie dying changed that. He's too real, I just can't cope with angels, even for comfort.

What I like about here is people seem to have an acceptance that there is rage and frustration and bitterness. Gods will, natures way makes me want to scream. I can find some meaning in Freddie's life but I don't want platitudes and I sure as hell don't want to be told to be grateful for what I have or feel I have to apologise for having live children. That seems to be okay here.

Codes (Paris): 
3
Comments (Bakker): 

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