Author: 
Heather (d)
ID: 
141
Type of Post: 
comment
Keywords: 
God, Bible
Religious Affiliation: 
Christian
Type of Loss: 
stillbirth due to Downs Syndrome
Codes (Bakker): 
Age at time of post: 
unknown
Living children at time of post?: 
yes
Time Since Loss: 
2 years, 8 months (Jan. 2009)
Months since loss (at time of post): 
32
Gender: 
F
Images in Post: 
NA
Date of Post: 
9/28/2011
Date of Access: 
7/10/2012
Number of Comments: 
NA
URL of post: 
http://www.glowinthewoods.com/home/2011/9/19/the-sound-and-the-fury.html#comment15184251
Author blog title: 
http://mystolenlight.blogspot.com/
Author blog URL: 
http://mystolenlight.blogspot.com/

Ok, so let's see...there are 21 comments and the article above...so I'll say ditto x22. For me its like I went through all of those stages of grief on a repeat cycle for what felt like forever and then this last round I got stuck in the anger stage. Like a broken record. Anger. Skip. Anger. Skip. Anger. Skip. But like so many of you, I'm just angry at everyone and everything and no one and nothing all at the same time. I send most of my anger God's way I think, then what's left go to my dad and my sister (because they take their children for granted and use them up until there is nothing left for anyone else) and anyone "annoyed" for being pregnant or complaining about being a Mom. And though on occasion I boil over and rage AT a particular person, most of the time its stuffed down and smothered with a Margarita, soda, food or anything else that seems unhealthy and bound to cause larger issues later in life...and I just don't care (mostly). But after 2 yrs 9months I think the anger just simmers underneith, a steady bubble...just waiting for some idiot to come along and be stupid.

On the other note...a close friend of mine just joined the club, and though I made her Kabobs and grilled veggies I so wish I'd have thought to take her a bottle of Vodka instead! Because frankly, I found the Vodka way more useful in the early days than food.

Besides, its in the bible... ;)

Proverbs 31:6-7
6 Give strong drink unto him that is ready to perish , and wine unto those that be of heavy hearts. 7 Let him drink , and forget his poverty, and remember his misery no more.

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