I hate "he is an angel now" and I double hate "God needed another angel" Could he not just have whipped one up himself with out shattering my heart and so many others.
I think my son did come here for a purpose but I hate it when people say everything ha[[ens for a reason because I really don't believe that. Its what you make of your circumstances. I used to think he was too beautiful for this world but then I feel guilty for thinking that when I look at my daughters who are here with me. They are just as beautiful as he is. For me we are all just separated from him for the time being.
My space is out doors. Outside in the sunshine where all I can see when I look up is blue. A bright blue sky. Hoping Winter finishes quickly. I feel claustrophobic at the moment having not seen the sky in so long.
This post was really amazing Kate. Thank you x
grappling with other people's comments supplying religious reasoning but also grappling with own sense of religious reasoning