Author: 
Danielle (b)
ID: 
025a
Type of Post: 
discussion
Keywords: 
God
Religious Affiliation: 
presumed monotheist
Type of Loss: 
stillbirth at 26 weeks
Codes (Bakker): 
Age at time of post: 
unknown
Living children at time of post?: 
unknown
Time Since Loss: 
2 months (Nov. 2011)
Months since loss (at time of post): 
2
Gender: 
F
Images in Post: 
NA
Date of Post: 
1/16/2012
Date of Access: 
6/22/2012
Number of Comments: 
NA
URL of post: 
http://www.glowinthewoods.com/discussion/post/1702666#post1709010

I hate god , myself , fate , my body or whatever it was that stole my sons life. Damn you. Damn you. Damn you. Why am I here crying and pleading for the safe return of my son, why am I not in hospital right now giving birth like I should be. What do you expect me to do with my life, freddies nursery, his little hat, his bear suit and tiny little boots. Did I not try my best, did I not fight and beg you enough for mercy, what did u want in exchange for my son? whatever it was u know I would have u given you so why did u take him! I hate you. I hate you. I hate you

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